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Friday, December 25, 2009
Never ending tears - part 7 @ 11:52 PM




the last part will be held on monday or tuesday. i'll stop at part 8.  So, then i hope you guys understand that I wont be talking about him no more unless its necessary. i wanted to move on. but im scared when i moved on he''ll be coming back. im afraid that i'll hurt him and he'll be alone. thats why, i still care. why do i have to care? because i love him. thats why i hate for loving him because he wouldnt care and when im gone he'll be there. how can i ask him for answers ? is it so hard for you to give me answer and for not to hurt me anymore. you dont feel the pain because you have sombody else. you can just push me away and stop thinking about me. dont you fucking get it ? ILOVEYOU SO MUCH. then if you dont , deal with it. tell me that you hate me. tell me that you wont be needing me no more,  please. im so sick of it. i dont understand why do you have to be so mean and cruel ? you hurt me so badly. watch your words. i dont mind if you have somebody else which is true but please im begging you to tell me that u dont even need me anymore. its okay. once you've told me that then it gives me strength to move on and step aside from your life. so, that i can step out from the world pain. im feeling better. i will forget you. im trying even though it hurts a lot. its okay. but dont regret when im not there anymore. if we're not meant to be brother and sister anymore , i'll keep you in my memory and still loving you. thank god, ive met somebody as kind as you. i knew it was my fault and im learning from my mistakes. someday somehow , what goes around  come, coming back around bak kata kak fad.
xoxo,
Airara

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