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Friday, December 25, 2009
Never ending tears - part 6 @ 4:14 AM



every single day im hoping that you gonna be mine again but there's no more sign that you are still loving me as ur sister. it became worse. i will always blog for you because this is the only way i can tell u how i felt. im not leaving you until you misses me. why do i have to face something i dont deserve. u knew that i love you a lot. more than anything because i dont wanna lose somebody i love , somebody who always make me smile through pain. i know there's somebody who's better than me in your life because there's no more place for me in your heart and i couldnt deny it. u showed me that you wont be needing me anymore. but why, when we always met , you looked at me like nobody ever looked at me. i need you, you dont even see that. i tried , i really tried to hate you but im just hurting myself. i couldnt deny my feelings towards you. i dont know why i couldnt forget about you. i know you wouldnt care. i neeed you in my arms like you were  always do. every single tear rolled up from my eyes through cheek just because i was thinking of you. i was worried if anything could took you away from my side of view. even though i can only stare or watch you , i still doesnt want to lose it because i still can see you breathe and smile. its just so precious to me. every single moment i was trying to be happy i ended up sad, because the only one who could take those pain away is you.


please, i wouldnt want to feel these tears anymore.
love,
aira

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