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Thursday, December 24, 2009
Never ending tears - part 5 @ 9:17 PM



Hey. I was wrong. I thought there will be no more tears after he left me but I was wrong because if im happy then i'll end up sad, pain, tears. What should i do ? relax. there's no more relaxing. Im pissed. Sad. This time, my lover had a big fight with me. why am i always be the place where somebody else let go their pain. i have feelings, same like other humans. Promises are sweet enough. Ended up with lies though. Whatthehell ? haih. I am weak. I tried to changed. Somebody else wanted me to feel the pain. Stop being jealous even though my life aren't perfect. I learned from my mistakes. I builed up my strength. I had a conversation with ely and it made me cried. I know she will always be there for me. Always. I never felt this way. i know i suck. i went to padang and i had a big fight with him. its just urgh, tears are everywhere. if i could go back in time i dont want a single tears fall down my cheek. 


i just need to be someone i dont wanna be. 
love,
aira


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